Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 6:38 AM
I've never felt so down before.
My folly caused this.
I just don't understand why.
Sometimes when someone stands up for you when you're in the wrong, you just want them to stop.
Because you know you're in the wrong.
It just goes against your conscience doesn't it?
You just want to get away from it, and when someone tries to get you away, you are reluctant to move.
Like a statue having to make way for a building. Should it end its life or become one with the building?
This isn't the way it's supposed to be. It wasn't clear enough.
Not crystal-clear. Not like water.
More like the Dead Sea. Which is what I've become now. Murky, emotionless.
If you're reading this, I'm
sorry.
